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This Is Always Where You've Lived

by Secret Boyfriend

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Respect is read peel the worn skin back child avatar revolting in the aftermath so it grows awaits seasons out of the turn won't hesitate razors held with wire to cut the lens to breath the fire and as the wind rose and crept we heard the voices of their dead extradimensional beings watching Steven silvering the wings watching Steven lazy eyes and I haven't got a hold fall undressed as the purple skies fold the timber reeks and the kettle's gone cold fall into bed as your sister's mind folds and as the wind rose and crept we heard the voices of their dead
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Form Me 04:22
predators seduced by rising gore can't stand the heat of the bleeding floor recognizing you that simple hunted look crushed in the hands as the fantasy stands form me in the green fire alone form me fantasy screening for impartial disease crushed in the hand revolting and clean I'm moving out in the amateur hour rue deny form me
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Flashback 04:21
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beyond the darkness there's a shadow that I've never seen before beyond the darkness our humanity will pass it's all I've heard guilt between a starlet's kiss your filth is paradise born to be bled before the end endless light Harvard skulls your filth is paradise born to be bled before the end out to them you call out to them you call fall into light drift like a star see the flesh reveal all you are piss on the lips pleasures abyss see the flesh reveal what you said all you are contains you contains me
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Dreamscrape 01:24
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Last Town 02:49
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Deleted Hill 08:13
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originally released as a tour cassette in the fall of 2012, issued on vinyl by Blackest Ever Black in 2013.

BEB description:
"Secret Boyfriend, the solo project of NorthCarolina's Ryan Martin, founder of the Hot Releases label - is a catholic endeavour that has seen him release records from the cream of the contemporary N.C. underground as well as reissuing classic sides by the likes of Maurizio Bianchi and Ghedalia Tazartes. To date, Secret Boyfriend's presence has been felt largely in the shape of live performances and short-run cassette releases, as well as several vinyl splits. This Is Always Where You've Lived is SB's first LP release and unquestionably his most potent, fully realised work to date. Twelve songs from under the floorboards: a heart-rending but hard-edged synthesis of downer folk, tape experiments, noise etudes and basement-mildewed pop for edgeland fuck-ups, loners and wanderers."

this digital release includes "The Master of the Nail", which was cut from the LP release

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released December 1, 2013

Recorded on cassette 8-track at Meadows of Dan in Carrboro, NC, except for A1 & B2 which were recorded at Channel 3 in Tampa, FL, and A4 & A5 which were recorded in Jamaica Plain, MA.

mastered by Noel Summerville

jacket art by Ryan A Martin

Interior collage by Jill Shea

Thanks to Kiran Sande, Lack, SHV, Julion, Jill Shea, Mark & Jeffery Johnson, Laura Charlton, Yohimbe, Tsarlag, Isabella, Lazy Magnet, Viszk, All Day, Buckinghammer, Smokey Bear Cave

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